Heyy everybody! The, what, 5 of you that see this? Haha but anyway, I'm sorry for my abscence lately. I've got a lot of shit to do, uploads and responses and stuff but I'll try to get back into it soon. Not like that stuff is very important but y'know how it is.
I had some revelations recently and, well.. It really hurt. As you may've noticed by my little breakdowns the last few nights. But I'm pretty sure I got myself in a different mindset now so I should be good to go for a while.
Speaking of those, I never knew writing your thoughts could be so therapeutic when it's most important! Dealing with the pain when you're still feeling it and not just fixing the damage later on makes a huge difference.
Anyway so uh. I could really use some 'intellectual cuddles' right about now. I don't care who or what you are, I just want to relaxe and spill some dark laments back and forth. Show me your scars and I'll show you mine. And then we can cry and hug. Yeah? Yeah.
Speaking of, Cypher, dude. You're so awesome, I'm sorry I can never think of what to say to you. My mind just draws a blank. But rest assured I definitely appreciate you, y'know?
That was creepy of me, haha.